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I Hate Waiting...

Tue Nov 18, 2008, 1:13 AM
I've got the artwork done, and this evening (hush- I haven't gone to bed yet, so it's still night to me)I was able to get the blueprints done for Sun's project. Now, I just have to wait until I can afford the pick up the supplies.

And given the way things are going, that's looking to be a couple of weeks from now at best.

On the plus side, I have a job. It's temporary, but it's better than nothing and will help put money away what with the holidays and bills and such.

Only real downside is that it IS temporary (I'm not counting on anything permanent- it'd be nice, but planning for it to not be).

The really crappy part is that I know I have it, so instead of wondering IF I got the job and fretting about that, I know I have it. It's just a matter of the background check finally coming back, so I'm waiting to hear WHEN I start, which really has only served to let my mind become paranoid, wondering and fretting if I can really do the job like I think I can, and worrying that I won't learn the stuff fast enough, that kind of thing.

I know I can do it, and I'll pick it up quick enough... and my dad wouldn't have put my name in and had me fill out an app if he didn't think I could do it (since he does some of it also), but still. It's the way my mind works.

In any event, at least I have a job for a couple of months. Yay!

And the inlaws brought down a bunch of deer meat for us too, which helps. Our meat supply was looking pretty bare and fundage is on the low side, so the deer meat couldn't have come at a better time. Here's to small boons.

Okay, well, it's like, 4 am. I'm bored, wide awake and maybe hungry... so I'm off to go find SOMEthing to do.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Drinking: Arizona Green Tea

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:iconlarissa-rasputin:
Deer meat is delicious. I'm sure you'll do fine at the job. :)

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:iconlittlecorax:
I'm sure I will... mostly it's just me being paranoid because I have the chance to be this time since I know I have it, I just have to wait for the background people. Who, incidentally, are incredibly stupid. -.-

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:iconlarissa-rasputin:
I know what you mean. I had to take a pee/drug test to get a job once and the results took like two weeks to get back. Had me nervous as hell, I knew I hadn't done anything. Come to find out, it was just some kind of error.

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:iconlittlecorax:
This wasn't even an error. Apparently they were supposed to contact me to send me a form and such so I can finish giving them info online (how stupid), but they never did- they just said they tried and couldn't. *eyeroll* Go figure, right? But anyhow, hopefully it will go well, and I can start like, monday or tuesday.

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